I used to date a Norwegian girl when she was on a high school exchange program here in the US and we broke up after she left but sometimes I miss her. We lost our virginity together and I tried hard to make our days we had together the best I could but after she left, hopelessness filled us both. Luckily, nobody visits here and therefore, my secret is safe. Letting it out makes me feel better though and keeps me from having second thoughts with my current girlfriend.
Damn that sounds prety tough. I guess in a way im lucky that my first gf was a horroble person, absolute zero feelings of mssing her. Sounds like you had something really special - thats very sweet but do keep in mind that peopleand things change so much. Wanting her is a bit like wanting to be a child again.
I too reminisce about fornication. Remember that time we lead each other into impropriety because of incontinence and lax social norms? Good times.