I dunno what to classify my self as. I can go outside and talk to people; I don't really have a problem with that. It's just that I hate doing anything. Everything I do is half-assed. I love being in my room. I wish everything outside would dissapear. I hate everything outside of my house. I love anime. I want to be free like that someday. Not literally of course cause anime is just a drawn tv show. I want to be able to venture out and do the things I want to do. (I just stumbled upon this board so yea haha) I was reading in earlier posts about creating anime. I would love to do that. I wouldn't need to be paid anything; just the fact of working on something like that would be enough for me. I don't have any talents. I can't draw, I can't do really anything with the computer, all I can do is think of these stories that always play out in my head. With me though I'm split in two. The only way I can cope with my friends outside is to lie about everything. I lead like a double-life. To them I'm someone else than I actually am. If they knew what I did when I wasn't hanging out with them; they'd probably think I was some kinda weirdo, but it gets me by. Slowly but surely I'm molding the two together, but I don't know how much longer I can hold up. I want to break haha. As for income; I don't work (17) I sorta mooch off my dad (My mom passed a couple years ago) not really mooch. He provides the necessities to live thats about it. Oh and inter-tubes XD Well hopefully someone will reply cause this is the first time I've ever posted about this in my life... or even said something like this to anyone. Normally it's all bottled up in my head....which sucks.