I'm not like the average hikikomori NEET here, but I have my own problems. Right now I'm in college training to be a highschool history teacher. I love learning, and I really want to be involved with the public education system.

But there's a problem: I'm a lolicon. I'm not into kindergarteners or anything, but I am quite attractived to post-pubescent girls, around the ages of 13 and up. I have a huge loli doujinshi collection, and I'm even working on a comic of my own that features some lolicon themes. In today's witch-hunt oriented US society, I'm a bit scared that I'd get fired from my teaching position. It feels painful to have to deny my opinions and beliefs to the world...I don't think there's anything wrong with it. I'd even work for some sort of pro-pedo advocacy group, because I'm studying political science right now. But I don't want to lose my opportunity to be a teacher. I feel trapped. What should I do?