I can't take it anymore. I'm so alone, I have no friends, girls don't even look at me. Everybody is having fun, they are full of love, all except me.
I'm a complete failure, 10 years of isolation, I barely finished high school, dropped out of university, and found a stoopid job anyone could do.
There's no way out, I have no idea how people become friends with each other, how they find love. Oh wait, once in 26 years I actually found that.. once in 26.. that means I have to wait another 26 to stumble on a person who likes me, and I'll be old already..
I tried to tell them.. I told them I was alone.. but no one understands.. they think it's some stoopid temporary loneliness.. they are used to have all they want, to find new friends and lovers the same way you download new games from the internet... how could they understand what it means to have no friends, no company, no woman around for the most part of ur life, and not knowing how to find them.
Everybody has a family, friends, a girl, everybody is loved... but me, and I don't know how to get out of this... once you lose all social connections, it's done. It isn't necessary to be a hikki, it just happens, you lose all childhood friends, and zzap you're alone for life.
What I have done to deserve this.
>>1
If you really think you are the only one who is alone then you are just being naive.
Also if they already heard your pleas, don't you think they are your friends already?
I'm alone too (sans family). You get used to it.
Go seek professional help. You say you have a job, so go spend some money on yourself and get help. People won't listen to you because they have too many problems of their own to deal with. I know I'd probably ignore some person I don't know very well if they just came up to me and started to talk about how shitty their life is. It's a bummer to be around such a person, which is probably contributing to your inability to create relationships with others.
Hey man! At least you have a job, I'm still working on that one. Death isn't a solution to anything, only life is worth living, you know. Hang in there! Your life is not what you deserved, it's what you do. What happens to you is your own work. The power is yours, 頑張る!
Also, you never know, you might have a form of chemical depression. You might want to consult a doctor, it's worth a few consultations just to get a professional opinion.
It may seem strange, but we live in an electro-chemical age, and if you have a problem, there's probably an ever-increasing assortment of medicinal ways to fix it.
The only option you have is suicide.
>>6
NO.
>>1
shouldn't you consider the fact that there are people around who actually care about you. for example, your family. your family still care about you.
besides, no one likes sulkers. especially if that person is a man. life isn't fair. SIMPLE FACT. but life is just walls that block your way. it's your choice to climb over those walls.
life is meant for people to live, not die. if you give up now, all your effort before will be meaningless. and also you wouldn't be able to get a good girl for yourself. just go to the love and romance board. they'll give you advice.
No I'm not depressed. I'm frustrated. Imagine a hikki recovering. What the fuck are we supposed to do? WHAT THE FUCK??? I got out of the house. I got the fucking job, it's been almost 2 years and it's been very useful... but now what? I get along very well with colleagues, I actually like them a lot, BUT still no friends, no girl, no social circle at all, I'm still totally alone.
Having a social activity like this job DOESN'T automatically create friends from nothing, in fact it seems to me that everyone already has his life and is not interested in inviting others in it.
WHY THE FUCK AM I NOT ENTITLED TO LIVE A DECENT LIFE LIKE EVERYONE ELSE? WHY AM I ALWAYS ALONE???? THEY SAID IF I GOT OUT I WOULD BE BETTER, BUT NOTHING HAS CHANGED, I LEARNED HOW TO WORK WITH OTHER MEN, AND STILL I'M AS ALONE AS EVER! WHAT HAVE I DONE TO DESERVE THIS? WHAT?????????? AND MOST OF ALL: WHERE THE FUCK IS THE DAMN STORE WHERE THEY SELL FRIENDS AND GIRLFRIENDS??????
and also, this board isn't meant for scuicide related problems.
"Do not use this board to discuss your suicide-related problems. You should seek professional help. There are many services worldwide that allow you to talk to professional councellors anonymously, this is not one of them. Check your local phonebook for such services."
shoulda read the top.
Don't you enjoy working with others? That's a life. What happens when you talk to these people? Relationships don't make themselves, they're the result of people who enjoy spending time together.
Unfortunately, none of my coworkers live in this area or city (and most are married anyway.)
Unfortunately, I have no family.
I'm just alone and every time I talk about this it's worse because I can see how you take it for granted to have people who care and love you... like they grow on trees..