I need help idk if I was raped or not when I was younger..my mom had recently told me that she was when she was 8 and her dad had phisicaly abused her and my grandma all the time..I don't kno who had raped my mom she never had Told me..but she is kind of a trashy person now I used to live with her for awhile but now I live with my gma my mom never did tell her that she was raped but I'm not sure if I was or not I just got the thought that I might have bin at a really younger age because I have always bin terrified at night, I am a cruel person and emo -_-, plus it might explain y I am so messed up in a lot of different ways..there's more reasons then that that I don't want to say..I wish I could remember if I had bin or not it make angry >:(