You get me wrong, I recognise gays but don't support them. What I mean is that he thinks he may look disgusting. Pray to what? God of course. If you wana flame, fine with me. No loose or win here.
Just be happy of yourself to keep it plain simple. It's better to get good advice from adults or experts or whatever to see which path you take. I would prefer you go out with a fine girl. Just do your best. You are a MALE. BE STRONG.