happy, or I should be.... (5)

1 Name: Anonymous : 2008-07-10 18:40 ID:qjXG9YvB

I keep running through my head all the reasons I should be happy. I have an awesome boyfriend, who's been rock solid for three years, and I have a trust fund set aside for me for when I go to college so I don't have to worry about anyhting but living. I have a good relationship with family members, good friends who I enjoy spending time with, and a great area to live in with plenty to do. But no matter how well I look on all of it, I feel so damn shallow, like something is missing. Its been driving me crazy, and I just can't stand smiling through it all like nothing is up. The worst is biting down the urges to create conflict, making things difficult on purpose because I don't know what else to do. I feel like I'm going to have to start jumping off buildings, with all this weird stir crazy/paranoid energy pumping me up.

2 Name: Lucas-kun : 2008-07-10 19:00 ID:JB7NpCbi

Tell your boyfriend this stuff, if you haven't already. Then, uh, well, I don't know. Perhaps seek a therapist to bounce some of this stuff off of?

3 Name: Anonymous : 2008-07-11 00:09 ID:Heaven

>>1
You should try some extreme sports like skydiving or bungee jump to vent off and "feel some danger".

4 Name: Advice Dog : 2008-07-11 16:34 ID:Heaven

  • Cheat on boyfriend.
  • Spend trust fund on crack.
  • Assault and steal from family members.
  • Die laughing in police shoot-out.

5 Name: Anonymous : 2008-07-11 21:32 ID:Zosg5jPu

>>3
It gets boring after a time, and then nothing makes you feel danger, except what >>4 says.

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