wait
no
ok
you're automatically a worthless idiot for whining about your life, but when you decide through external input you want to have a purpose, the best you can come up with is something so insignificant and meaningless as "i want to be happy xD"
you are a worthless idiot for whining about the whines of others :)
But I want to be happy! Is it too much!?
Through extensive self-reflection, I've discovered it's in my nature to be neurotic. I feel good when I feel bad. Self-loathing is the new black.