So, last month i got caught smoking weed at school. my mom and dad were called and everything, and then i had to go to a rehab place for an evaluation. i promised my mom i wouldnt smoke anymore. but, after a while with the people i hang out with i started smoking again.
now, just 30min ago, my friend and i got caught by my mom. My friend wanted to smoke, but i didnt know where we would go. I figured my mom already went to bed so we just smoked out the window. i guess she came up to check if my friend had a ride home and caught us. the thing is, he was taking most of the hits. but then, rght as i decide to take one, as i finish my mom comes in the room so i had the shit.
she gave me a long talk, i'm grounded longer than i was before, and i probably wont be allowed to have any friends. She wont even let my girlfriend come over anymore. the only time i can see her is at school.
so, i guess a way to be would be how can i ever get her tust back? i mean, i know i would never trust myself. But, i'm going to tell her that if anything like this happens again, i wont expect to still call this place home. and i'm serious, if this happens again i wont expect her to put up with me any longer. It took me two times getting caught to finally figure out this isnt worth it. I'm a slow learner, i know. but the lesson has finally sunk in. she wont believe that though, and it crushes me to know that she has NO trust whatsoever in me anymore. i want to get that trust back, but idk how.