I don't know what to do with my life. (8)

7 Name: Anonymous : 2016-10-03 20:59 ID:Heaven

I have a somewhat similar dilemma, OP. No one is trying to dictate anything for me, thankfully, but I still don't know what to do with myself. I'm 25 and have been a shut-in NEET for most of the past 10 years. I've been told that I just need to keep trying, to pursue my dreams and strive for what I want, to go out and 'experience the world' or whatever, but what does any of that even mean? What if you have no achievable dreams? What if the only thing you want 50% of the time is something impossible, and the other 50% of the time you just want to not exist at all? What if you have no strong interests or realistic desires? Nothing in this world is truly enjoyable for me. There are a few things that aren't too painful that I can kind of do for a little while, but the moment I stop doing them I never want to again, as they're too much effort to bother with and not enough reward. Everything is so difficult for me. Even if they require only the tiniest bit of energy to do, that's still too much. I have almost no energy to spend to begin with, and on top of that, the time I would spend doing whatever pseudo-enjoyable thing I might be doing could be spent daydreaming about something I actually want, or escaping reality in some other fashion.

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