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death is the only hope (54)


1 Name: warez otoko : 2007-03-21 11:32 ID:KJnzZezY

I can't take it anymore. I'm so alone, I have no friends, girls don't even look at me. Everybody is having fun, they are full of love, all except me.
I'm a complete failure, 10 years of isolation, I barely finished high school, dropped out of university, and found a stoopid job anyone could do.

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2 Name: Anonymous : 2007-03-21 17:33 ID:Lg3IjgZt

>>1
If you really think you are the only one who is alone then you are just being naive.
Also if they already heard your pleas, don't you think they are your friends already?

3 Name: Anonymous : 2007-03-21 17:40 ID:eCwZapAE

I'm alone too (sans family). You get used to it.

4 Name: Anonymous : 2007-03-21 18:59 ID:Heaven

>>1

Go seek professional help. You say you have a job, so go spend some money on yourself and get help. People won't listen to you because they have too many problems of their own to deal with. I know I'd probably ignore some person I don't know very well if they just came up to me and started to talk about how shitty their life is. It's a bummer to be around such a person, which is probably contributing to your inability to create relationships with others.

5 Name: Anonymous : 2007-03-21 22:04 ID:ZFvJSQHA

>>1

Hey man! At least you have a job, I'm still working on that one. Death isn't a solution to anything, only life is worth living, you know. Hang in there! Your life is not what you deserved, it's what you do. What happens to you is your own work. The power is yours, 頑張る!

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6 Name: Anonymous : 2007-03-21 22:11 ID:sXpY7XE0

The only option you have is suicide.

7 Name: Anonimonte : 2007-03-21 23:21 ID:8uCt/QI0

>>6
NO.
>>1
shouldn't you consider the fact that there are people around who actually care about you. for example, your family. your family still care about you.

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8 Name: warez otoko : 2007-03-21 23:22 ID:vv7h2HiH

No I'm not depressed. I'm frustrated. Imagine a hikki recovering. What the fuck are we supposed to do? WHAT THE FUCK??? I got out of the house. I got the fucking job, it's been almost 2 years and it's been very useful... but now what? I get along very well with colleagues, I actually like them a lot, BUT still no friends, no girl, no social circle at all, I'm still totally alone.

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9 Name: Anonimonte : 2007-03-21 23:23 ID:8uCt/QI0

and also, this board isn't meant for scuicide related problems.
"Do not use this board to discuss your suicide-related problems. You should seek professional help. There are many services worldwide that allow you to talk to professional councellors anonymously, this is not one of them. Check your local phonebook for such services."
shoulda read the top.

10 Name: Anonymous : 2007-03-22 01:34 ID:ZFvJSQHA

>>8

Don't you enjoy working with others? That's a life. What happens when you talk to these people? Relationships don't make themselves, they're the result of people who enjoy spending time together.

11 Name: warez otoko : 2007-03-22 10:40 ID:KJnzZezY

Unfortunately, none of my coworkers live in this area or city (and most are married anyway.)
Unfortunately, I have no family.
I'm just alone and every time I talk about this it's worse because I can see how you take it for granted to have people who care and love you... like they grow on trees..

12 Name: Anonimonte : 2007-03-22 12:51 ID:W1aEfPHq

hmm... if you are that deep in the valley....
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13 Name: Anonymous : 2007-03-22 15:00 ID:zKkN9R+P

I've felt that way myself, but I found that there were ways to break the cycle...

If you're into a particular hobby, try to find a local club or group that's into the same thing, and just start going to meetings; E-mail them and say that you're interested, ask where they meet, and start attending; You'd be surprised at how it can change your life, as you gradually get to know people there... From personal experience, you'll find yourself becoming involved with them, both inside & outside of meetings or gettogethers...

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14 Name: Anonymous : 2007-03-22 15:06 ID:0O6BTR0O

Learn from your loneliness. Do not hate it but embrace it.
You are alone because you make yourself alone.
Turn your sadness into happiness.
Love yourself so that others can love you.

15 Name: Anonimonte : 2007-03-23 00:58 ID:8uCt/QI0

>>14
nicely said. very wise i must say.

16 Name: Anonymous : 2007-03-23 06:38 ID:Heaven

>>11

Don't you have parents?

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17 Name: Anonimonte : 2007-03-23 12:56 ID:W1aEfPHq

>>11
Hey. If you keep on thinking very low of yourself, nothing will come of it. to tell you the truth, i was once a thinking low of myself, never felt good at all, thinking that everyone was against me... i once tried to commit suicide when i was 12. But my sister made me see that life isn't always against me. the reason of life is to live it (as i stated it before). give life another chance, and give yourself another chance. maybe things will turn around soon. find a dream. do something to make life worth while. go out. get a hobby. I don't think life is worthless.
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18 Name: Anonimonte : 2007-03-23 12:58 ID:W1aEfPHq

>>17
huh.. i'm writing to a person who i don't know or have never seen...
but i don't mind though. he will get through this. i know.

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19 Name: Anonymous : 2007-03-23 16:03 ID:pfgQurNw

Life is meaningless anyways. Win or fail, it doesn't matter. We all die in the end. Not everyone in this world can be happy. If there were no sadness in the world we wouldn't know what happiness is. There's a set amount of happiness in the world and you're not going to get any.

20 Name: Anonymous : 2007-03-23 19:43 ID:pfgQurNw

KILL YOURSELF!!!KILL YOURSELF!!!KILL YOURSELF!!!KILL YOURSELF!!!KILL YOURSELF!!!KILL YOURSELF!!!KILL YOURSELF!!!KILL YOURSELF!!!KILL YOURSELF!!!KILL YOURSELF!!!KILL YOURSELF!!!KILL YOURSELF!!!KILL YOURSELF!!!KILL YOURSELF!!!KILL YOURSELF!!!KILL YOURSELF!!!KILL YOURSELF!!!KILL YOURSELF!!!KILL YOURSELF!!!KILL YOURSELF!!!KILL YOURSELF!!!

21 Name: Anonimonte : 2007-03-24 03:31 ID:8ZWrx1Gy

>>20 >>19
aren't you guys being just a little too harsh to him? the last thing we want right now is having him commit suicide because of two people's lousy post.

22 Name: Anonymous : 2007-03-24 08:37 ID:Heaven

>>1

To make you feel better, I've been a loner for 14 years, the last 10 or so years I started to behave more and more as a hikki, now I'm mild hikki and I couldn't go back and change. I have no friends, no one to talk to. My parents don't even want to talk to me. I have no relationship and never had anything to do with the opposite sex!

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23 Name: Anonymous : 2007-03-24 10:58 ID:L+aX1Ud8

I'm 16, never had anything to do with girls, and have been pretty much reclusive for 6/7 years (moreso in the last 5 years approx - by then I'd lost contact with my few primary school friends). No parental problems (just your usual doting complaining parents). Only speak to one friend on MSN (my only contact), my only friend left from primary school. I never really explain my problems to them, because I'm not sure about the nature they take. I think I prefer doing things alone (my parents saw signs of this back in preschool) but also have some social anxiety and have been diagnosed with Aspergers (though the symptoms are a bit iffy and some of them I don't relate with at all). I've always been at least a loner in the plain sense. I was least a loner in primary school (high school starts when you're 11 in Britain) but still very similar to the way I feel now.

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24 Name: 映画男 : 2007-03-24 15:16 ID:3OfqTloA

>>23 i feel you, i'm about the same. i dont trust a single person apart from my self because people just cant be trusted

25 Name: Newoz : 2007-03-25 05:08 ID:DSnK1d1J

>>23,24
True.
Still, life is a big concrete wall which we have to walk through.
There may be millions of people in this world, but it is harder to talk to people. There may be great technology, but our evolution has halted.

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26 Name: Anonymous : 2007-03-25 05:55 ID:W+PRIcCi

Although this may not be the friendliest advice, death is the worst...you think that death may end the pain of loneliness...but it ends everything. When you die...you can't feel anything anymore. You can't think anymore. There most likely isn't an afterlife, where you can be all happy and stuff. You'll just cease to be. As bad as life gets...I am terrified of death...The ability to feel and think and be is more precious than you think...at the moment approaching death, you will feel it begin to all slip away...and then the fear sets in...you will want to change your mind...but you may not be able to. You will have wasted all the opportunities you could have had and traded it for nothing.

27 Name: Anonymous : 2007-03-25 07:05 ID:Heaven

However you go out is your own choice. If you want to end your life in one of the most boring ways possible, that's your choice. Just remember that there is a great chance that nobody will be around to rescue you. Like many before you, you'll probably fail and cause permanent damage to yourself. Suicide is not a way to get attention, it's a way to inflict maximum damage upon yourself.

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28 Name: Anonymous : 2007-03-26 16:41 ID:VHaEZJZi

>>26
>>27 is right.
Yet let me tell you something: when you fall into uncounsciousness, the moment when you feel you're letting go is actually something really... enjoyable. Like you're floating and everything gets simple. Of course, when you "come back", the mere idea of having enjoyed this is really, really scary. Yet, you know you did.

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29 Name: C : 2007-03-26 23:24 ID:pUuLVBmh

The world is what you make of it, if your depressed or unhappy the only one that can change it is you. No one else, ever. No ones gonna come along and do it for you and you cant escape it in death.

It's your own fault. The only one that can make you happy is you.

30 Name: Anonymous : 2007-03-27 06:55 ID:W+PRIcCi

>>27
>>28

Simply because one fears death does not mean that one dwells on it. However one should not search it out.

31 Name: Anonymous : 2007-03-27 08:00 ID:J/auPGwb

i don't know if anyone already said this, : To commit suicide you just have to be brave for 1 sec, but if you choose to live you will be brave every morning when you wake up for another day of your life. Y'know its really dangerous, the world, but we MUST fight to find happiness, i mean.. how could you possibly know how is to be happy with you never had hard moments :P you just need to go trough :D always looking to the forward, keep walking.

32 Name: Kira : 2007-03-27 08:48 ID:BZyIqI+1

Well I am not a loner or anything... But I think people are garbages in the world... Yeah, People like you... I mean you people should have never been born from the beginning... Having thoughts like that... I mean your parents should be ashamed of you for making you losers born to this world.
So just go die already...

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33 Name: Anonymous : 2007-03-28 17:21 ID:gf/tHr78

This crap pisses me off. Look, just talk to people and make friends. It is not that difficult. You just have to have some balls and take the first step and actual say something. Walking in a bookstore and see someone checking out the manga section? Strike up a conversation. That's how I made most of my friends. You'll find that most anime fans are really talkative and generally nice. All my high school friends either moved away or we just lost contact, so I was depressed for a while just being by myself, but then I realized that are too many people in this world to be lonely. I just went out and went to hot spots where people who shared my interests would go. It's hard the first few times but you just have to push yourself to say the first word, after that everything is easy. Don't let your mind hold you back, I didn't. Now I have a handful of numbers on my cell that I can call at any time to meet up and hang out somewhere.

34 Name: 映画男 : 2007-03-31 15:05 ID:mIKEUl4w

>>33 may sound harch but his absolutley correct, you just gotta push your self if you want to make friends.

35 Name: Anonymous : 2007-04-03 05:36 ID:wpwr0aUC

>>33 I agree.

36 Name: Anonymous : 2007-04-23 21:23 ID:fQSrPnIf

the only option u hav is suicide. simple fact. it reeely helps, trust me. i commited suicide a few years back when i was in a similar situation and now i hav it all. fame, money, fit women. SUICIDE IS THE KEY!!! DO IT DO IT DO IT

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38 Name: Anonymous : 2007-04-23 23:20 ID:9CbKb3hr

Dude, I know what it is like.

I have been isolated for 4 years, no friends, no job, no school and no sex (never).
The outside seems so weird for me and I feel as though it will always be like this.

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39 Name: Anonymous : 2007-04-24 03:09 ID:z0HROGvq

when the hell is suicide EVER a good thing. My life has sucked crap for the past 2 years, but what the hell would killing myself do? Leave my family with funeral costs and guilt? you kill yourself and all you to is make everyone around you feel guilty about your death

40 Name: Anonymous : 2007-04-24 08:27 ID:Jn2P3Vgg

Yeah, and it's not like it'll solve any of your problems either. I mean, if you're a Buddhist/Hindu you get an instant respawn and you're back where you started, and if you're into one of those Abrahamic faiths then you have the whole afterlife crap to go through. Who wants to sit in purgatory waiting for the apocalypse to never come? The Chinese underworld is even worse, it's all endless lines, slow beurocracy, and red tape.

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41 Name: Anonymous : 2007-04-25 18:52 ID:mExqLEIL

if death is truely the only hope why are you posting here? be an hero.

42 Name: cuntcuntcunt. : 2007-04-26 16:58 ID:mfMbWjMO

Cut yourself.

43 Name: Roseanna : 2007-05-08 07:13 ID:BsNf1N/U

i'll be your friend!
please, a girl i knew just killed herself because she was depressed and i felt terrible because i diddn't do anything to help:(
i have bipolar and had to quit school when i was 14 because of a social phobia that ended up as agraphobia, i diddn't leave my house forever and got so sad, but im a bit better now, i just moved into my first house with my partner and even though i dont have a job and not many friends im glad i am here.

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44 Name: Anonymous : 2007-05-09 14:59 ID:1udZTE5L

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54 Name: Anonymous : 2007-05-09 19:17 ID:Heaven

uhm. I came?