Ok, I've been wanting to ask my friends about this but I have a bad feeling I won't get a decent response from them.
About every other time I have a dream, it's about me killing someone close to me. It's nothing tame or censored in my dreams, it's very detailed and comes in many different scenarios (sp?). I've probably killed everyone close to me in my dreams.
I guess these kind of dreams are just a sign that you are anxious. They should not become the cause of more anxiety.
Some people dream of failing grades, others of killing people (I have both). Basically the idea is that you do something you will regret profoundly, or that is shocking for yourself. I guess if religion was important in your life, you would dream of something blasphemous, etc...
Sometimes I get these weird impulses to do "evil" shit. Like wishing one of my parents were dead or wanting to rape one of my women friends or whatever. Do horrible shit to people I really love. These thoughts are sudden, and as soon as I have them I reject them and feel ashamed.
Don't worry, Desert Eagles are terrible weapons and it'd probably jam anyway.
OP here, it's a bit comforting just to get this off my chest in all honesty, maybe I won't think about it too much.
I've always had these thoughts myself OP, had them for a very very long time. There's no real pattern but I also strongly suggest a therapist. It didnt help me when I was younger but it might now I dunno.
Hell my ex wife is sitting right behind me right now and Im running shit through my head which is driving me nuts that I cant and get completely away with it. So I dont do it.
I'm bitter, frustrated with life, full of jealousy and have endless regrets, but I've never dreamt of a killing spree.
Maybe the absence of this is a sign that I'm the one that will snap one day? Who knows for any of us, but choosing not to own any guns or knives is a good safety precaution if you're worried.
I got drunk and missed the best part of the party.
I sometimes dream of getting jailed for just two reasons, child porn on my computer or real life pedophilia. Nah just kidding.
Anyways, that's some serious stuff. If you do get dreams or even thoughts like that, I'd say it'd be best to see a psychiatrist before things get out of hand. You never know, you might be a jolly or normally quiet person outside but have a rage boiling inside. Think professional WWE wrestler last year.