My life is a ruined mess.
During the early stages of my life I did terribly in school, I ended up in all the special classes because I couldn't fucking function.
My mother was a drunk, when I finally got her to stop drinking things didn't really get any better.
So whats stopping you? Lets get the lay gene out faster plox?
>I wake up during the day, then I sit on my chair and browse the web until it's the morning then I go to bed, I do this every single day.
Exact same for me and most of your story is the same is mine.
>>1 Ok, so you were unlucky for most of your life, and you're not very bright. But that aside, if you were smart and lucky, how would your life be? What would you be doing?
Explain us that, and we will be able to make some progress.
You may as well live, try harder at getting a job (even a part-time one), getting into a college.
Just don't make any children.
I feel the same way, but for somewhat different reasons. I'm a university student and am doing very well with my studies (I've been pulling almost pure perfect scores and I've advanced in my studies almost three times as fast (as far as credits are concerned) as most of the students who started at the same time). I'm getting money from the government because of this, so the only job I've ever had was being a part time teacher at my old high school.
Maybe you should take a year off from your studies and maybe travel a bit (either during your studies, or once you graduated, if you have no other choice). In this way you will gain some perspective before starting your PhD.
How many times have you been trying to kill yourself?
Did I ever say I wasn't intelligent?
Just because I didn't go to public school doesn't mean I'm not "bright".
I tried to off myself when I was 10 or 11, that's about it.
I was not thinking so much about grades but rather the gang part of your story. Honestly I suspect you are quite smart, but my point was that even if you are dumb as a doorknob, you can make it in life. Your problem is not lack of ability but lack of focus and a problematic self-perception.
The whole gang this is because I grew up in a shitty city, I lived in this apartment area where there was lots of bad people, aka the ghetto.
All my friends were trouble makers, as a child I looked up to them, I think it also had to do with not having a father around.
Look, I understand you have a tough start in life, and you will always bear emotional scars related to it, but you have to stop blaming your mother/absent father/shitty city/friends etc. You're on your own, and it's basically your own responsibility to make it or break it.
Guys, if you think about throwing away your lives then first make someone else happy! Why not?
The best way is to look for a pretty little girl, drag her to some hidden place and lick her pussy until she has had multiple orgasms. This is the purpose of every loser's life.
You wouldn't happen to post at 4chan under the name "Investment baker" would you?
The key to life is having a POWER COCK
Ask yourself this: is your cock POWERFUL? CAN IT TRIUMPH AND STAND STRONG?
yea, life is a box of chocshit, u'll never know what happens next. deal with it.. the matrix wants you.
gotta get me one of those powercocks!
Hey, i am 22, after high school (with bad marks) i spend 2 years almost all! the time in the rented apartement of my parents.
Haven't done anything besides watching TV on the 5-6 channels, surfing with my computer from the year 2001 ....
>>23 maybe travelling is not such a bad idea, maybe it will make you come out of your hole,...
what should happen? a miracle? ........
Welcome to life, waste all your time bitching and complaining about how tough your life is. your doing nothing with your life, what difference is it gonna make if you were to live or die? if you really want to see a tough life, go to africa. all those starving sick kids who cant even live long enough. now that's some sad shit. to them, your story about your "gangsta" and shit life is all a joke.
A little harsh, but it has a good point. You know, a year ago I felt the same way. I was ready to kill myself since I felt useless. I flunked out of college and thought that I would never go anywhere. Now i've never been happier.
yo buddy, you still alive?
>>7 you should try steaming your face, it makes miracles!!
OP! Keep your mood up, find joy from tiny things, smile more often, even if forced. Maybe one day you will enjoy the whole atmosphere you are living in? :)
Yes I am still alive, I'm currently going through therapy.