"I think I have lost my salvation:(

I sinned greatly against God by purchasing a game I rented first, then evenually bought and several believers on here told me not to purchase but I gave in to the temptation and purchased it anyway. I played the game through rental and eventually purchased it. After awhile I started to realized that I sinned through Bible reading and I began to weep and beg God and at first I contemplated on selling the game and my system but I decided to give the system away to a family member who lives with me. She now has the game and system. I'm wondering first if I did the right thing and if it would have been better for me to sell both the game and the system and get rid of it? I feel like I sinned against God so much over the last 2 years that I have run out of chances and I feel really scared now that I may not be saved.

I want to apologize to my brethern and sisters on here who warned me not to buy it."

Source: http://rr-bb.com/showthread.php?t=66440

Religion is very cruel indeed. It frightens me that had we been born into a religious family like the above poor soul's, we would've been brainwashed into cowering before God like mindless drones, a God who is supposedly "love." This is simply sickening.