OK Stands up My name is qaz and I have nightmares about TH hangs head in shame
So, I’m dreaming that I’m just at home in the evening, everything is as usual and feels pretty real. Then suddenly TH is there, but I instantly realise that it can’t possibly be true, so I’m like “Dude, I know you’re a dream or a hallucination of some kind, you can’t really be here”. He seemed pretty surprised about not being real, lol, but whatever. Anyway, we talk, and laugh, and he’s telling some story, and there may or may not be some kissing involved - i.e. it feels good, we’re having a nice time, so I think to myself that I may as well enjoy it, whatever weirdness this is.
But then he’s gone and I wake up in my bed, in the darkness, in exactly the same spot and position that I fell asleep in. So I think - oh, then it WAS a dream. I look at the clock - like I usually do when I wake up at night, it’s around 1 AM; I close my eyes and start drifting off to sleep again. And then I feel like some guy is embracing me from behind, spooning-style (mind you, I was sleeping alone and I knew it). So I think - hey, it seems that I managed to return to the same dream - and to the good part no less, lol, that’s TH. But then I take his hand and INSTANTLY REALISE THAT IT’S NOT TH’S HAND AT ALL (side note - I obviously can tell in total darkness, pff), nothing like it! And that it feels TOO REAL, so that’s NOT A DREAM, but someone’s in my house, and in my bed! As soon as I understand it, I try to get away, but he’s just forcing me back, won’t let me go, squeezing all air out of me and I’m so shocked and scared that I can’t even scream…
And then I woke up again. This time for real. Felt so terrified, I flew out of that bed at lightning speed, lol. I mean, I’ve had nightmares before, like all people, but this one was on some another crazy realness level. Was sitting for a about an hour with the lights on, half waiting to wake up again for the third time, Inception-style :) Turned out in the morning that I had fever, so that’s what probably induced it, but can I also blame TH a little? :D