So, being 24yo virgin that I was, I decided enough was enough and called up an escort. We agreed to meet for two hours. It was supposed to be a "22yo" Korean woman, but ended up to be an older (I'm guessing late 30s) Chinese woman. Not that it mattered, she was still very pretty and charming for her age, especially for a yellow fever bastard like myself. Anyways, before we started I admitted to her that I have a tiny penis (4" hard) and she just chuckled and said not to worry. She took her time with me and was patient with my inexperience. To me, the sex seemed gentle and tender, just what I was looking for. Fast-forward 4 months, and I've been seeing this woman almost twice a month. It's become the high point for me after long, tedious weeks at work. The sex is still as good as it was the first time, maybe even better, and I do not bore of her whatsoever. I want to ask her out on a date or something, just to get to know her better (of course, we've had small talk before and after sex, but that isn't nearly enough to get to know someone), but I'm afraid that by even asking, it will take our client-based relationship to somewhere she doesn't want to venture. In short what I'm asking is, should I pursue an actual relationship with this woman or look elsewhere now that I'm not some incel virgin anymore?
>So, being 24yo virgin that I was, I decided enough was enough
Only 24? Not even trying to be a wizard? Lame!
Just kidding. Anyway,
>should I pursue an actual relationship with this woman or look elsewhere
I wouldn't recommand going out with a prostitute, but if you love her then go for it. Do you though? It may be the case where you only think you love her because it's the first woman you had intimate contact with, even if it's just her job. And there's high chance for her you're just one of her many clients.
Still you can ask her out anyway, better try than regret it later.
>Only 24? Not even trying to be a wizard?
I was gonna do it, I really was...
But then my other virgin friend got a girlfriend, so I was the only one I knew who was still a virgin, and it got to me. It's a funny thing, looking back on it now, it really didn't matter that much.
>It may be the case where you only think you love her because it's the first woman you had intimate contact with
I thought this too, and you're probably right. Nevertheless, I'm just gonna give it a try and see what happens! Will update in the future.
Is it time yet? Just how bad was it?