I don't think this is kopipe. Welcome to 4-ch!
The personal issues sections has more of people like you and me.
I know what you mean about "killing time". Seems like that's my job. Even the things that should be fun are just a way of getting through the day. When you only have free time, you have none, and it sucks. Getting a job, even a small, boring one, or just volunteer work, really helps with this though. I'm working a really easy job right now, and I basically find myself doing a lot of the same stuff I do at home (like posting this message!).
Anyway, back to "work".