I'm over the hell you put me through; but I'd still like to punch you square in the face, for old time's sake.
Thing is you've made such a mess of your life that I already feel like I'm superior to you now in every way, but when I was younger I remember thinking about how much I'd like to hit you and now I've finally got the balls to do it.
But it doesn't matter. You're a drug addict who lives with a girlfriend who one day will probably get as sick of you as all your friends did back in highschool.