What did you do today?
I slept 13 hours...
played a 1.5 hour long game of dota 2, watched more texhnolyze, drew. talked to a cute girl i used to go to middle school with and made plans to meet up again, even though she's a hikki now.
Got a new internet connection today. It's...4 times faster than what was in the place I moved into. Now I just need more disk space so I can brutally rape the bandwidth.
Also fireworks! ((L^^))
Today I have work, then a battle of the bands in a park which my friends will be playing at.
I went for a walk last night at around 2AM. My leg hurt, so I sat down for a rest. I must have fallen asleep, because the next thing I remember it's slightly sunny out and I was waking up outside.
Today at work all my co-workers got together and tricked me into eating some awful spicy fruit.
I hung out with a friend and we walked 2 miles in the heat to get ice cream.
My dad is so shitty /livejournal/! "I care about you, I only want you to be happy," he says. "I understand that you care about different things than I do in life," he continues, "And that's alright. But you aren't happy in life, and I know this because you don't care about the same things that I do," he implies, "which is why I'm going to yell at you and beat you and sit in your room for hours watching you sleep until you do," which are what his actions suggest.
>>28
Well, whatever it was. It looked like a little tiny deformed pepper. But I've eaten peppers before that had no spice to them. Are peppers not fruit?
WHAT IS A MAN? A MISERABLE LITTLE PILE OF SECRETS!
Nothing of note yesterday, but I'm applying at a movie rental store tomorrow.
>>35
I want to play DOTA 2 with you. Come on Steam
I slacked off, watched cute little girl cartoons and played VNs. Also stole some dudes IRC nick on the Eris-Free Network after his shell dropped.
I woke up at 5, going to go babysit, then read One Piece all day.
WHAT DO THE KHA'AK WANT?
Fuck my job, fuck people, and fuck goals. I don't care anymore, I'm just going to live until I die.
I shitposted 469 times on 4chan last night.
Tokiko forced "NSJ" and admits to it, yet non-Tokiko people still use it.
I wonder if Usenet was so easily trolled by teenagers.
>>43
I did over 800 times.
It's so disgusting how there's people who are obsessed with sex.
Today I watched Wandering Son and read the manga. I also chatted quite a bit on MSN and read some papers on post-structuralism. My dog is acting up because some people are shooting off fireworks, it's awful.
I watched magical girl animes all day.
Bought PS2 games, left them on a park bench.
They were stolen.
I see my lover today.
God damn it. It's 11 PM, I have two Japanese essays to hand in tomorrow (0% done), and I've just pried myself loose from an IRC discussion of the thermodynamics and logistics failure that is the planet-wide city. And now here I am, with a freshly loaded DQN board to peruse. What the fuck is wrong with me?
I actually feel upset for you. If I were you I'd probably break down and cry.
I have some weird psychological sexual problems and I should probably talk to a shrink about it, but 1) I don't have the money and 2) even if I did, he wouldn't be able to help me anyway.
Is it bad that I want to hear all about >>62's problems, even though I probably won't be able to provide a setution?
I slept in until 4pm because I was up all night last night contemplating suicide. Looks like I'm hitting bottom again.
>>64
How can you gcontemplateh suicide for so long?
Just kill yourself if you want. You have that right.
>>65 I tried not that long ago and failed and am presently drowning in medical bills. Would rather not fail again and have even more debt.
>>64 should try Primal Scream therapy.
http://awfullibrarybooks.net/?p=20628
>>67
Life sucks. It also doesn't. You'll never find out either way if you decide to kill yourself.
Don't though. Yes, you have the right. But don't. It's fucking stupid.
>>67 Same here. Fortunately I don't have a job, so I can't pay them anyway.
Suicide is the noblest way to die and I respect anyone who goes through with it.
>>68
Fairly certain research has shown this sort of venting doesn't work.
>>71
But the only people who kill themselves are those too weak to live. How can you call a weak person noble? It's much more noble to overcome rather than to succumb.
>>72
Nonsense! My friends and I have a daily primal screaming session and it does wonders. We've also found it to be quite an effective method of clearing out playgrounds when we want to use the swings. Sometimes you've gotta ask yourself: what's more important, my mental well-being or my vocal cords?
>>73 Death is the only real choice we have the opportunity to take for ourselves in this world. The only way to win is to not play.
Today I ran, fapped, learned new thing, read a book, and now I am interneting.
Today I read about a quarter of Julius Evola's Men Among the Ruins, slept a lot, posted on ODSC, played some Dota 2, and wrote some.
I feel bad about posting in this thread
From Evola to DQN? Do you require any sort of decompression in between, or do you just jump right into the deep end of DQN DQN LOL?
I should go to sleep now especially since I stayed up late the past 2 nights but I'm avoiding tomorrow because I know it's going to suck.
Is this in response to finding out about DQN's formerly-resident pedophile-turned-protofascist pedophile or what
Today I am to treat myself to more of the Maine Interational Film Festival!
I'm going to go see Ai WeiWei: Never Sorry. I've been working hard. I should treat myself.
Well, it's time to practice driving. Gotta get my license soon.
Wake up around two, check Facebook, take a piss. Now I'm here.
Wake up, Eat, go on textboards.
>>85
Good luck to you!
I never bothered to get mine because I can't afford a car anyway.
Today I went out with someone, ate mushrooms, spend the afternoon really high while screwing around and talking about deconstructionism and mathematical philosophies with some people. Now I'm surfing this here World Wide Web everyone is on these days, discovering new and exciting things. i@L֥j
wake up, go to work for 10 hours, return home, eat, go back out, find no mail in my p.o. box, go to the bookstore and dick around, stop by the bar for a pint, come back, and here I am in front of the computer drinking more. I have a full and fucking happy life, I do.
I'm happiest when I'm at work, since there I don't have time to think about what I piece of shit I am.
Didn't get to talk with that wonderful girl.
Drank whiskey. Read more Evola. Slept. Drank gin. Fed in LoL. Slept.
Accidentally spilled water on my laptop keyboard while super drunk, talked with a bunch of stalkerish freaks from meta-ironic communities online, got pissed off that I haven't been able to go on IRC for days (can't connect to my shell), Skyped with some twitter peeps, tweeted, and got some sushi
>stalkerish freaks from meta-ironic communities
I am intrigued. But my doctor has me on a low-irony diet.
Last night I hung out with a girl from /jp/ for a few hours and read manga and had 3,4-methylenedioxy-N-methylamphetamine.
She looks cute sleeping. How very, very awkward. (eցeM@)
Woke up. Realized it was only 9am. Slept some more. Woke up again. Internetting.
>>93
I'm going to throw out a few buzzwords: FYAD, YCS, LF, YTMND, ALOL, Steam, Twitter
Same as yesterday. work, eat, fuck around on internet, sleep.
I always get depressed at night. Maybe it's because I have no companionship.
I'm in a livestream, chatting with a friend, playing Runescape and watching The Big O. It's a nice night.
I had a dream that a snake was making hissing noises from the vent so I forced myself to wake up. It was 1am. It turned out to just be the noisy crickets outside. Unfortunately I couldn't manage to get back to sleep and now it's 5am and my sleep schedule is going to be completely fucked.
Today I woke up at 7 and ran 3.9 miles in 30 minutes, my furthest yet! Then I went to the film fest and saw one film with a friend and one alone. Now I'm sitting at a bar where the after party is happening. Alone, but I like seeing all the people smile.
re: treating my gingivitis
End of Week 2: huh. so I guess my teeth aren't actually that sensitive. I've just been neglecting my oral care for so long that I'm lucky to have gums as good as they are now. The flossing still makes me cry like a bitch though. And it's my own damn fault.
Some girl invited me to her place, I said yes (now wondering if it was the right choice)
I'm going to go cry myself to sleep
I woke up at 1pm, ate rice krispies and proceeded to masturbate to a crossdresser. After this I cut my neighbors front and back lawn, then I showered. I made a peanut butter and strawberry jam sandwich, played some Day-z and WoW. I drove my brother to tennis camp at 4pm and picked him up at 5pm. Now im sitting at my computer patiently waiting for dinner.
takes breath
Woke up in the morning feeling like P. Diddy.
Two of my better friends from middle school and high school are getting married to each other. My best friend since elementary school is now driving to the wedding. I wasn't invited, and there isn't really a reason why. Hell, I met each of those three before they met each other, even!
Way to rub in my lonely pathetic existence, guys.
I'll let you people know what I did. Sure thing.
I played that terrible Trading Hatress 2 game. Some day I'll earn enough to trade for a real game!
And then...then it was said to me that I should make a post here; if I posted with a tripcode I'd be given some earbuds. A simple enough request. Shouldn't be any trouble at all.
>>111 Not worth it, imo.
Today I worked instead of going to Bon Festival. I am a little bummed. I guess I'll have to plan better next year...
The power went out, and I somehow woke up because of that.
btw i'm not 111. hes some random fuck ffomr /jp/ on 4chan who is TRYING to be me but FAILING SO GODDAMN HARD AT IT!!!
LETS SEE TODYA DTODAY TODAY (DRUNK FORVGIVE ME LOL1!)
LAst night I played L4D2 with some VIPPER. Espeon wanted to play with us but the other people didnt like him so I said no to him. I think he got really depressed so I feel guilty.. the server was full though, it's not like he could have played with us anyway. I feel so bad for him!!!!! He always seems so depressed I just want to give him a uhg. I wrote up a sick post in world2ch's blog thread (whoa! fuckin META!), chatted on IRC some, and passed out. It's beem fcucking hot here. 95 F. What the fuck thats not supposed to be like that in oregon11 jesus christ gtet your shit together weather. Well I passed out and woke up at like 2 or 3 PM. Drank some water, stared at the ceiling, talled to this girl .Then ,my dad took me to the beahh. I bought sunflower seeds TEhy were so godo. I like sunfllwer seeds Played some Counter-Strike and jerked off to some Doujins. Decided itd be fun to drink some gin so *WEPLP here i am!!! im drink1!! BTW Ive also been listening to Doom Metal msiuic. Its the best cuz 1. good guitar 2. good vocals 3. interesting themes ``PAECE OUT HOMIES''
ps ticks why did u ignore meo n irc ?? r u amad at me agiani dont get u at all.. youre such a wirdo.. hehehehe
>>114
See, this is how it starts. You get to that age, 17-18, and you start drinking. Then you start smoking. Before long, you've dropped out of college and you're injecting cocaine while listening to pirated MP3s on the sidewalk.
I worry for you, Robert.
>>115
i know i said this besfore but i really think its cool when you do the "real names" thing. every time u see a post thta you think is mine make sure to go "Haha! Great post Tokiko!" or "Robert!" because it really improves the quality of the thread and board at large. (P:S this iswnt shitposting beause its a bad thread already and w/e)
>>116
I seriously don't know what to call you. You change handle every other day.
>hes some random fuck ffomr /jp/ on 4chan who is TRYING to be me but FAILING SO GODDAMN HARD AT IT!!!
but the problem with that statement is that I'm not even doing that. I'm not you. I'm not trying to be you. I'm not trying to make people think I am you. When people try to accuse me of being you I try to convince them otherwise in any way I possibly can, short of divulging personal information I wouldn't comfortable with revealing. (And I fear that, even if I were to do so, there would still be those who would refuse to believe me)
Doom Metal huh? mite b cool. Personally I quite enjoy the Power Metal band Lost Horizon. I don't listen to much other Power Metal, or even Metal at all, but Lost Horizon really has that perfect blend of gravitas and ridiculousness.
Today I woke up, ran, fapped, broke into a trailer that technically belongs to us but was locked and scored all kinds of awesome tools and parts, which I then used to test a spark plug on my moped. The problem was not the spark plug. Which means the problem is something else. Which sucks because if it was I could just buy another spark plug and then the moped would be good as new.
>>114
I haven't been paying attention to IRC for a couple days. You should get yourself on Rizon and let HIM know if you're playing PFRPG because he's excited and wants more players. You're not going to disappoint him, are you?!
Also, work on your drunk typing. You're too old now for that kind of gibberish!
Is this a brawling thread? May I join the fray?
Tonight, I'm going to bed at 0400. Yesterday I went at 0500 and the day before yesterday - at 0600. I assume my life is changing for the better.