Today I gave in and visited a local Asian Massage Parlor. Complete waste of $160. This was 2nd time I have been to one of these. First was a few years ago and nothing happened down there for me because I had a few drinks before.

This time I had no drinks, and the lady there (must have been 40 and mildly attractive and Korean), took off all her clothes and we tried to go all the way. Once again I couldn't maintain an erection. I chalk it up to nerves. I was feeling very uncomfertable driving to a bad side of town to do this.

Now by doing it myself with my own hand while she was doing her thing I was finally able to do it. And it was really embarrising considering I had 2 minutes before the hour was up. And the whole time I could tell she was getting frustrated. It can't be fun for a woman to stimulate a man's private part for 15 minutes with nothing going on down there. Has to make her feel like she is ugly or something.

Anyways, I may go again in a few months. But I would keep it at a happy ending without anything else. Wow I can't believe I typed all of this. I am still very embarrised about the whole incident.

And the night before I wasted about 40 on a webcam sight that charged 2 a minute. I'm really loosing it aren't I? I'm down to like $2 in my bank account now.