I tried to call her today but I couldn't find the courage. You are right, what a useless coward I am. I sent another stupid message for now. But I'll get that date some way or another. I don't give a damn about the outcome because DOING the date itself will be THE victory.
I'll worry about actually keeping the girl.. next time -_-'
Anyway, I'll call her tomorrow, I'll cut myself and torture my balls if I have to.. but I'll call !!!!!1