For all the tears. When you put all your effort and all you could to confess your true feelings you in the end get blown off. And as you walk with tears running you see all the other people become couples hugging and kissing enjoying and remarkable blossom of new love. As you watch them you think, why can't I have that? What is it I don't have? I'm nice, smart, caring......Was it because I'm not good-looking enough? Is it because I'm a dork?...As you think of these questions you look back at the person you thought was the one for you only to be with another person laughing and talking....someone who also has interest and an even better chance of being with that person because you can see he/she's better than you could ever be. Another person on the other hand is all alone waiting for that special valentine to come by, Only to have everyone passby and be seen unnoticed cause your nothing in the world.....The heartbreaks, the blossoming, the fun of watching it all happen.......Are you ready for Valentines?

*Note: I know what it feels like. Everyday I wake up to the same routine hoping today will be the day I meet "her". I pretend my life is wonderful......friends, family......but I'm not happy. It's not my friends nor family but the fact I'm soo lonely.*not emo
Truth, I still have feelings for an old valentine but I'll just keep it hidden deep within me. Though I know she has no true feelings for me, there's something bout her. Every thought of her makes my day. I always wonder what she's doing...I rarely talk to her anymore cause she seem's busy all the time. No matter how much it still hurts......I'll just have to live with the sad thought I could never be with her.....