I'm a single girl, but I'm not really enjoying it... but maybe it's not killing me, either.
I used to constantly dwell on how lonely I was, and I hated myself so much for it. It's only been recently that I've looked up and stopped focusing on my single-ness, and I've been a lot happier. I won't lie and say I don't get upset about it, or that I still don't think about it, because I definately do! Almost all of my friends having boy/girl friends, and I get really upset being the 5th wheel sometimes... But, even though I know I'm geeky, and I know I'm not confident, and I know it'll be pretty hard to ever find a boyfriend, I try to not concentrate on it so much, and I enjoy life more because of that. I hate walking around and looking at my shoes, so why do it?

I still hope for a boyfriend, though! Although, I can handle waiting until it happens, I think.