I have a really cute cousin who drops by my apartment all the time to bring me food or tidy up the place or even just to hang out with me. She comes over at least 3 days a week and sometimes she even sleeps over. She's probably the nicest and sweetest girl I know and it's really making me fall for her. I just want to hold her in my arms and make love to her, but the only thing that's stopping me is that fact that she's my cousin.

I really don't know what to do about all this. It's really killing me. Whenever she calls to tell me that she's coming over I feel so giddy and I get butterflies in my stomach. I want to stop thinking about her in that way since I know that things would never happen between us. I've hooked up with some other chicks and even tried going out with one girl just to get my mind off my cousin, but when it comes down to it, no girl can really compare to her. She's everything I want in a girl.

What should I do? Is there a safe way to let her known how I feel about her? I definately don't want to ruin what we have now so I kind of want to avoid that. Please help me!