If you are a girl...
Be advised...the one girl I loved passionately was as pale as a ghost, sickly thin, and when she wasn't passed out and near comatose...she was popping Halcion like it was Pez and drinking Vodka like it was water.
The only times she felt alive was when she was at a disco listening to new wave....
Her eyes were sullen and had bags, her hair was longish(kinda pageboy), black and stringy.
Her eyes were a pale ghostly blue...
She was so skinny...her ribs poked out and her bones were sharp and edgy outside her skin.
She was the most beautiful girl I'd ever loved. She had this soul that was tortured...and I just wanted to do my best with her.
She got me into bad habits(pills and whatnot) ....
Some guys like Barbie Dolls....some Guys like Siouxsie...
To me...looks are looks, character is much more attractive.
We can always be thinner and healthier.
Everyone is constantly a work in progress.
Better personalities get better with age.
All looks and beauty fades. But Character.
That's FOREVER. And that's what she had.