I tried to let go of thinking today and acted on impulse, so when we ended up going to the lounge with the view of the lake at my school. The seats were weird so our mutual friend took the single seat to herself, while I pulled the double couch to our area. I sat down in it and then Tamago just sat down next to me! There was another single seat open, but I'm so glad she didn't take it. So for the next half our or so we were just talking and joking about how bored we were. So I took out a piece of paper and started making something.

T: Making more origami?
O: Not quite, more like American Origami haha

I made a paper airplane and I got up and started to throw it. So she got up and we started playing with it together for a while. Something to get us moving because she likes to be active. So after a while we sat down and she threw the plane from there, hitting our friend. I faked to be asleep as our napping friend woke up slightly grouchy. She instantly blamed it on me while I faked snoring and then getting up acting innocent. The rest of the time we spent our time together until she had to go to class which I urged her to go to.

Thinking about it, I think she was dropping tons of hints and signals, but I'm too slow on to pick it up on the spur of the moment. I think thats something I need to work on in the future >_>

This girl is really special to me because for the first time in my life, she was the first one that I know likes me for me. Despite my low specs, slightly overweight, average looks, jobless, an underachiever, and such. Because of this I'm trying to change all of that not only for her, but myself. Hopefully I can haha.