>>5 hey, hey, you didn't even make a move and you're already talking about hanging yourself? You need to stabilize yourself a bit, if you have any hopes of pleasing any normal girl. Would you like to go out with someone who thinks about suicide as soon as there is a problem in the relationship?

Keep your angst for when truly bad things happen. And she not being attracted to you doesn't qualify.

Get to talk to her, and tell us how it went.