Well, In the end I did not go see Phones at work. Like No.10 said that would be creepy and she was probably just sick. I've been doing a lot better since then.

I got a small bit of practice with a girl at the local organic supermarket. She was a cute red head working the bags at the register. Our eyes met when I got in line. When I looked at her again I caught her looking at me and this made me smile. To my surprise she smiled back and quickly looked away. I figured I'm to big of a coward to take this to far but why not play for a bit. I spent the next little while making eyes with this girl. It went well and when I left I told her to have a nice day with my best smile, she seemed to like that. I guess the moral of this is that its good to smile at people for real. It was a huge confidence booster.

Still, I'm starting to be a little nervous about Phones again. Its not crippling and mind numbing like last time, but it is a nagging little voice. The odd thing is I'm not just afraid of getting rejected, I think I'm also afraid of her liking me back. I think "What if this works and we start going out just for her to realize I'm boring." Still This is just a small concern I'm trying to ignore. I think what I feel most of all is impatience. I cant wait for Thursday so I can see her again. ^___^ I think things may actually be heading back up hill for me. I've had enough bad luck with romance and I think it my be my turn for once.