This world runs on money, Filthy, Stinking money. And I have none. Still no improvement on the money front, and of course every girl I know wants me to come and spend money with them. Well maybe not "every" girl I know, but the fun attractive ones yes.

Well now that that's out of the way time for my update. Huge improvements on the confidence front. Recently I've just been feeling more confident. Yesterday I looked in the myself in the mirror, and rather than thinking "I'm so fucking fat" I thought "Holy shit, If I get rid of this, girls would be all over me." I've never felt like that before. My wight is slowly creeping down as well. I've been doing a bit of reading as well. I found a website that has all the works of H.P. Lovecraft on it and I've been reading each story one buy one. I've also changed my video game habits. I'm playing less than I used to and I'm actually trying to beat some of these games I've had for ages, I just beat loco roco last week. Things have been fine with Phones. We talked a lot today and it was nice, I think the being friends thing could work. I don't know if it's my new found confidence or just the fact that I'm getting better with women but it was not hard to talk to her today. On the flip side I tried going to the cafeteria in hopes of finding some human contact but it was a no go. Hopefully things will continue to improve.