Understanding rather than judging holds a greater significance…I never intended for this to turn into an argument. I am just really messed up in the head. In my heart I know we were meant to be together. I can’t just walk away...Please don’t think anything less of me. All I know is that I can’t live without her in my life. Whether she is a friend or something more… I am 29 and have never felt this way about anyone in my life. She is someone I can’t live without…