Ok, here we go. I was a Japanese language student up until about 3 weeks ago, when winter break started. I've been studying Japanese half-heartedly for the last year and a half, and to be honest, I can't justify continuing my studies. I just received a call from my school and evidently my 202 class was canceled because only 4 people would have shown up for the class. They need at least 10 students to have a class, so they canceled it. You know what? Fuck this, I was enjoying this, but to be honest, I only know about 170 kanji, have a lousy vocabulary, and speak like a goddamned 3 year old that's oddly concerned about life insurance and bullet trains. Unless I get plastic surgery, buy a one way ticket to Japan and get lost there, I'm not going to be learning Japanese in a normal or meaningful way. I honestly want someone out there to tell me there's a good reason to study this language, but I just don't see it right now. I won't stop you if you try to convince me to continue, but right now I feel completely burnt out.