well being a freak king myself i think many ppl can think of u as a freak but will not tell u under any circumstances, but eventually u learn that from third sources

especially women are extremely bad at that because they talk among them of any man in their environment and are very cruel often about poor lonely bastard motherfuckers like we are

but anyway mon, my point is that u will eventually find that some ppl dont give a damned fuck if ur a freak. some will think ur idiot but stay with u anyway, some will even liek u b'cos of stupid stuff u say, after all freakiness means originality

so mon dont be afraid of the world, most ppl are idiots anyway, difference is u know u are, they don't and think they're kings while they're only poor idiots who follow the herd like stupid sheep, and they feel they're someone but in reality mon u can belive me when i say most ppl are in fact nothing more than emotional shipwrecks ready to sink at any given time

we lonely poor fucks are indeed shitty but at leasy we already lost everyhing and hardly have anything to lose anymoar. they can insult us, speak badly of us behind ur shoulderz, but what can they rly do abut ppl who don't have anything to lose?