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When I was a teenager, I molested someone... (19)

1 Name: Anonymous : 2009-04-15 00:09 ID:MakfLLq1

When I was 14, I molested my sister. She was was almost four the first time and the second time was just after she turned four. The first time, I actually pulled her pants down and touched her bottom, but the second time was just me taking my time helping her in the restroom. Neither time did I ask her to touch me or even show her my penis.

I was recently recovering from a long amount of physical and emotional abuse from my father, and had previously been molested twice in my youth. I was also suffering from some fairly serious mental problems. I say this not to excuse my actions, but to provide more of an explanation of what was going on then.

As time went on and I have returned to a more normal mental state, I look back upon what I have done in horror and guilt. I don't really know what effects this may have had on my sister (she is still fairly young) but I don't really look back on my molestations negatively. I still feel guilty, though.

However, a larger emotion that I am now feeling is fear. What if she remembers? What if she does not? I certainly remember being that age, but I developed rather quickly. Her linguistic skills have always been behind. What if she remembers and eventually tells someone and my life is ruined? What if.... etc?

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10 Name: anon : 2012-06-05 14:58 ID:xGsu/10P

I am a licensed mental health counselor. I suggest that you make an appointment to get into therapy as soon as you can. You owe it to yourself to talk with a professional about this and to sort it out. I assume that you are carrying some uncertainty, guilt, shame and other feelings about what happened with your sister. If you don't deal with feelings with a trained professional you risk being vulnerable emotionally in a number of ways. I wish you luck and I hope you take my advice.

11 Name: anon : 2012-06-05 15:12 ID:xGsu/10P

Dear Can't say,
I am a licensed mental health counselor. I suggest that you make an appointment to get into therapy as soon as you can. You owe it to yourself to talk with a professional about this and to sort it out. I assume that you are carrying some uncertainty, guilt, shame and other feelings about what happened with other kids and about what happened to you. If you don't deal with feelings with a trained professional you risk being vulnerable emotionally in a number of ways and this is no way to live. This experience does not define you but you need a safe place to sort it out and not on a public chat. It's always best to face difficult things in one's life than to keep it a secret and run away from it because we can never run away from something like this. Suicide is a permenant solution to a temporary problem and would be a very poor attempt at solving this one. You can solve this by getting into therapy, talking it out, dealing with your feelings differently and taking responsibility for your actions. You can do it! I wish you luck and I hope you take my advice and get the professional support that you need to face this issue and heal.

12 Name: jjhg987 : 2012-12-07 17:42 ID:KLEA1NIs

Hi I'm 20 male about to be 21 and i know exactly how you feel. when i was 11 or 12 i molested my best friends little sister. Its been fucking me fucking my whole life I regret it everyday. And just like you I'm scared shes going to getting to around that age where she right remember and shes going to tell someone. i really would like to do the right thing and talks things out or what ever, because i truly do regret it but also if she doesn't remember and i say something then everyone will trip. I don't know what to do and everyday i live in fear shes going to tell her brother, my childhood best friend, who used to live with me, and hes going to kick my ass.

13 Name: Anonymous : 2012-12-13 11:43 ID:w7wN/dO4

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http://www.laccorp.com/LAC-International/LAC-SidewallPrinter_set.html

14 Name: Turrentcase : 2013-02-20 23:16 ID:aOnuaCUZ

I to did the same thing and i feel alot of guilt, but i got my forgiveness from my sister, God, and Jesus. I was confused at the time, it's alright! We need to move along, more people than you know do this. Now that 2 years have passed since i did this (age of 15...17 now) i'm very protective of my sister around my father.

15 Name: Turrentcase : 2013-02-20 23:17 ID:aOnuaCUZ

I to did the same thing and i feel alot of guilt, but i got my forgiveness from my sister, God, and Jesus. I was confused at the time, it's alright! We need to move along, more people than you know do this. Now that 2 years have passed since i did this (age of 15...17 now) i'm very protective of my sister around my father.

16 Name: anonymous : 2014-11-04 14:02 ID:yYnhebPz

Im 15 and when i was twelve i touched my lil cousin boy and girl and when i see them i wanna kill them it hurts me everyday to know what i did i wish i could take it back i want help but i don't want jail time i didn't mean it i don't know why i did that please i beg for forgiveness im dying every day regreting w
The horrible thing i done im a mpnstrr i should be dead i need to die

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18 Name: amber : 2015-01-23 20:21 ID:o+Ps74j9

ur sick u need god in your life what u need to do is go to jail instead of posting online and saying all that stupied shit how much u regret and etc u need to go to jail

19 Name: ****** : 2017-01-22 02:30 ID:AFa//cKw

Amber, you're a dick.

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1 Name: Anonymous : 2016-12-30 02:54 ID:/lyYA+cz

I feel very sad.

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3 Name: Anonymous : 2017-01-20 15:32 ID:3i+Ejw9I

Have you considered suicide? It's always an option.

4 Name: Anonymous : 2017-01-21 14:19 ID:Heaven

>>3

It's a little hard though, isn't it? I'd do it, but I'd just mess it up like I do everything else.

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ugly black monster in my porn (4)

1 Name: Anonymous : 2014-08-23 03:55 ID:4h0ecPSY

no nigger in my porn please

2 Name: Anonymous : 2014-08-24 08:21 ID:A55FRfKp

Fuck you niggers gonna fuck all your bitches and cum inside them

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4 Name: Anonymous : 2017-01-12 10:44 ID:SyUzL0gR

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Azazel has come to me in dreams (12)

1 Name: scared : 2010-04-11 00:11 ID:Or0OEcxj

So, basically as the title says. the Demon Azazel has come to me in my dreams twice. It scares me a little, but due to the fact that it happens while i'm going through "Sleep Paralysis", it makes me wonder.

A month before the first encounter, I was facinated by demons. I decided to look up pictures of a lot of them, and Azazel scared me the most. If i'm going through a scientific solution to this, it is that fact why he came to me while in sleep paralysis.

The first encounter was that it felt like I was in hell, fire was surrounding my bed, and I saw dancing shadows. Then I heard a screaming demonic voice coming towards me down my hall. right as it was about to burst though my door I regained control of my body and everythigns stopped.

The second encounter happend a year later, I was watching TV and I fell asleep because I didnt sleep well the night before. I "woke up" and found that the TV was off and I couldnt move. I saw my reflection on the TV, but standingnext to the couch I was sleeping on was Azazel. He just stood there, not moving. When I regained control of my body, the image dissapeared.

The thing is, I'M NOT JEWISH! This is why i'm thinking it's not some supernatural phenomenon. Why would a Jewish demon come to me in my sleep?

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3 Name: Anonymous : 2010-04-12 04:44 ID:uC16EnEr

Pot's gettin' to ya, man.

4 Name: MayDay : 2011-01-08 19:24 ID:LGtvtwpO

Sleep Paralysis is a spiritual attack on humans from any non human entity that has the ability to contol your body, energy, and thoughts while you are in a state of sleep. Weather or not the opposing entity induces sleep depends on who it/they are attacking. During my attacks my energy is drained from me so severely that I believe I will not wake from the horrifying situation. Although the attacks startedwhen I was around two years old I never understood what was happening to me until I became fascinated with the occult enough to research the supernatural. Only recently have I studied sleep paralysis because I didn't know there was a name for what I've been suffering from. A few months. ago I saw who was doing this to me. During an attack I opened my eyes and looked to the left of my bed. I remember feeling so incredibly drained I wasn't sure if I could wake back up. The entity next to me was a completely black man sized figure. He began to speak to me immediately in a language mixed with english. I feel stupid telling you that I know what it was saying when it was speaking to me but now I think I blocked it out. I know after it spoke, (voice was like several hissy whispers simultaneously creating one sound) I said to it ' you're azazel ' then I was brought to the realization that he has been sucking my energy away from me since I was little. Azazel also told me he wanted all I had in me. I'm waking from a spiritual attack now and once again heard it. I don't known how much I have left for him to feed on.

5 Name: Anonymous : 2011-01-19 18:51 ID:GEiKG79L

>>4 quite the imagination you got there. Ever think about forming a cult? I'm sure that kind of shit would be right up your alley.

6 Name: Anonymous : 2011-02-01 13:51 ID:BMcIgkWI

He is not a demon... If he comes to you its for a reason. Ask him and I bet he will show you. And make shore it is Azazel.

7 Name: Alex : 2014-06-30 18:06 ID:zfO5bHLN

He has come to me twice over the past week, I have bad dreams every night, I don't talk about what happens, and never will. He won't tell
Me what he wants and I'm getting no sleep. He won't let me sleep, if anyone has answers to help please help. I'm sick of it

8 Name: Anonymous : 2014-07-27 07:36 ID:npBqop8+

Answers? The only answer is, you're having bad dreams.

There are no such things as demons, or angels, or spirits, or magic. You're having bad dreams.

Has something bad or upsetting happened to you recently, that might cause you to have a lot of bad dreams?

I'm not a doctor, I'm not a shrink. If you have a regular physician you might want to speak to him and ask for a referral.

9 Name: Anonymous : 2014-10-03 18:53 ID:Z6InC5Ok

You read Bible too much, stop
Religion can be quite dangerous for your mental health

10 Name: Anonymous : 2014-10-04 03:13 ID:Mib9Z1ba

gooby plz

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12 Name: Anonymous : 2017-01-12 10:43 ID:Ey+p4oBy

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A Japanese diary in English (2)

1 Name: JironBach : 2017-01-06 23:59 ID:keiOo8H3

At first, introduce the Japanese culture "Hatsumoude" and "Hatsuhinode".
http://d.hatena.ne.jp/JironBach/20170106

2 Name: Anonymous : 2017-01-12 10:42 ID:5EePClxf

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i know fart is not good but...ya you know (22)

1 Name: i just wan to progress : 2007-01-21 14:48 ID:tntIiW7r

seriously , i, always, fart in school !! this problem already bothered me about two years. one year ago , when i was hungry my stomach would make out some fucking sound which is really simlarly to the fart sound. ok then this year i solved it by eating the snack in all the recess time ( this! spent me a ton a ton of money and a lot of time to interact with my classmates ...i will eat the food oneself lonely ) well...no problem is there now ? no ! in the present , i changed to always fart !!! this one is worse , especially in the still time in classroom ( reading time, teacher without speaking ,etc.) i hate it very much what can i do

13 Name: Anonymous : 2007-01-24 05:03 ID:Heaven

>>10

the truth is fart man don't have an ass, he is too afraid to have one.

14 Name: fart man : 2007-01-24 09:26 ID:tH5Q0Lrm

>>13
u r right, im afraid of getting raped by u

15 Name: i just wan to progress : 2007-01-24 11:42 ID:lSkbuMWK

oh seriously, i have to consult with a dictor ?

16 Name: Anonymous : 2007-01-24 11:56 ID:Heaven

>>15
A doctor, yes.

17 Name: Anonymous : 2007-01-25 00:51 ID:p76KZKAw

Stimulant drugs like adderal and riddlen can cause the body's processes to speed up and can be responsible for more frequent farting. If you are taking a stimulant drug and farting is that big of a problem for you, maybe you should reconsider taking them.

18 Name: Anonymous : 2007-01-25 04:47 ID:Heaven

>>15

Seriously, this thread is a fuckin waste of board space. Go and troll in DQN or internet addicts.

19 Name: fart man : 2007-01-25 06:03 ID:tH5Q0Lrm

>>18
no, its not. farts is such a big issue that the term "fart" is even used for a part of a persons name.

20 Name: Anonymous : 2007-01-28 14:11 ID:Heaven

20 Got

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22 Name: Anonymous : 2017-01-12 10:42 ID:r405tR/0

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/neet/ (4)

1 Name: Anonymous : 2016-12-09 23:22 ID:CEv6OWyq

>Steam Group

http://steamcommunity.com/groups/ShutInarino

>IRC

#shut-in-network on Rizon
#shut-in-gaming on Rizon

use kiwi irc and hexchat to get on

https://kiwiirc.com/client/irc.rizon.net/#shut-in-network

>Plug.dj
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2 Name: Anonymous : 2016-12-09 23:23 ID:CEv6OWyq

>What do I do in the threads?

Talk to people, make conversation. Don't try to get into anyone's pants. It is a social thread on imageboards, for actually being social, without nudity!

>Wait, is this some super-secret cool kids' club where you can only be some sort of shut-in freak to participate in?

No, we are moderately tolerant of normalfags here. Feel free to participate, just don't be a dick.

>I DON'T LIKE ___________

Discuss it with us, but civilly. If you are spouting out cusswords and insults because you don't like something, chances are, it is not going to change and you will be blown off as some anally pained droll. Now, if you are civil, people will work with you.

>What's an IRC?
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gaynal sex (4)

1 Name: Anonymous : 2014-08-21 00:05 ID:2QfCb8s/

gaynal sex

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3 Name: Hitler's Gas Bill : 2016-12-21 16:30 ID:8HNnm3H5

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Witch stole my penis (13)

1 Name: Anonymous : 2014-09-20 23:49 ID:M1W+O8Hz

A witch stole my penis what do I do? I don't think they will let me burn her on a stake.

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5 Name: Anonymous : 2015-01-02 07:55 ID:TEnv5ePC

This must of been quite the traumatic experience for you, I wish I could help but I know nothing about penis theft.

6 Name: Anonymous : 2015-01-12 19:50 ID:vNJvnz4Y

The only way is to steal another man's penis. It's a shitty thing to do but you have no choice.

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8 Name: Anonymous : 2015-03-15 21:11 ID:NTlgEB2m

>>7
You can just ask politely and she will give it to you.

9 Name: Anonymous : 2015-09-10 17:56 ID:/PPfajrA

>>8
In the butt.

10 Name: Anonymous : 2015-09-10 22:01 ID:5pdjwFiX

you must kill the self

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13 Name: Hitler's Gas Bill : 2016-12-21 16:23 ID:ZgqoOunK

>>1
You need to become a better person, someone who has earned the right to wield the mighty penis. You need to be an hero for someone.
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Sean Kinnier Sex Offender (2)

1 Name: Anonymous : 2014-07-11 22:19 ID:+jno0sM5

Name: Sean M. Kinnier
AKA: Sean Kinnier
Age: 30
Date of birth: 4th June 1984 [06/04/1986]
Ethnicity: Mixed race Hispanic/Caucasian
Address: 108 S William St Johnstown, New York 12095-2420
Modus Operandi:
Offense Description: Sexual Intercourse
Promoting/Possessing Sexual Performance by a Child
Sexual Contact Deviate Sexual Intercourse
Relationship to victim: Stranger
Weapon used: No weapon used
Force used: Immediately and physically overpowered
Threat
Computer used: No

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