I am Japanese.
I can not speak English.
Please teach me English.
watch and imitate the movie "My fair lady".
I am British and would love to learn Japanese. Maybe we can help each other?
I am indonesian, I am interesting in japanese culture, entertain and others...
my english was not bad, I hope I can help you...
Can you switch professions? Can you transfer to a different school in a different city and start over? Have you ever tried cognitive behavioural therapy or Eye Movement Desensitization Reprocessing (EMDR)? I'm in therapy doing EMDR and learning mindfulness meditation. I don't want to die anymore. Please keep looking for help. Please.
Today I'm very sad. I was going to sleep when my mother told me this. My friend, who taught me many things. She was a very intelligent and cultured woman, studied at Tokyo University, spoke many languages, travelled around the world, researched regional music and artistical expressions in Brazil. I'm very, very sad about this. It's like, you know, she was OK last week, and today I am informed that she was ina a car accident and was in a coma for two days before dying today. I really want to cry.
Sanae Shibata, You will be missed.
I know I'm a little late, but that's crazy man. A guy I met on this program in Costa Rica just died. It's so weird having someone your age die, and especially someone that was a friend. I feel like people my age (18) shouldn't be dying.
Komm, süßer Tod
Rest In Piss
I probably have other problems first but I this is my biggest fear right now.
I have actually been in school for a long long time, I got my degree in Economics a few years ago (took me 7 years almost to finish due to failing in first year) but I've grown due to this I think and have realized I'm not as dumb as I thought.
I've always been very shy and didn't have a lot of friends until high school. I also didn't really work till near the end of my University years. I worked retail part-time, and met some people. I was there for almost 3 years but after they changed management I got pretty fed-up and just quit. I even worked there for half a year after I finished Uni, and when I couldn't find a job my friend from elementary referred me to a job in his office area. I was good, made decent money and the job was decent. I felt really intimidated because most people were older than me or just plain old, and the workplace 'felt' really strict for me. Sadly I got let go due to downsizing. In the end, I didn't really meet anyone I could keep in touch with. I quit my retail job near the end of 2012 (around Christmas) when I just couldn't stand management anymore, and January 2013 (last year) was when I got let go from the office.
I lived on employment insurance for most of last year, because I could get more than if I found a shittier job. However, when I got let go was when I decided due to the influence of my gf and one of my good friends that I should try for an accounting diploma. I want to be an accountant, and my grades so far have been mostly good (I started with 4 A's in a row for the entry courses) and I was surprised I've done so well even in the harder courses. I've also attended some workshops at school regarding how to get hired by the 'main' companies (big 4 if you're familiar). I realize that I basically need to network and need to be social.
Social aptitude cn be faked pretty easily. Most people repeat the same themes over and over again. If you don't know what to say pretend to be interestedin what hey say and sk them to tel you more, or to explain further.
They all love he sound of their own voice.
Dude you even have a girlfriend! How can it be possible that you don't know how to socialize? Anyway, here's how things are: When you talk to someone, try to think of where they come from and what they want. Serve their needs on a silver plate when talking to them and they'll like you. Suggest staying in touch in some method. Do this with everyone you meet. You'll become very social, but be aware that this might consume you, as you will generally spend more time thinking for others and doing what others want instead of thinking for yourself and doing what you want.
I hope this helps.
I, unfortunately, lost myself in this method, because, I started doing it at a young age, and it more than consumed me. Would not recommend
There's always the possibility to stop talking to everyone and anyone you don't want to.
Anyone know any good jobs or careers for a person with schizoid personality disorder to go into?
Maybe you are just another bisexual?
Its hard to be bisexual. I know this cuz I am bisexual.
Seek professional help before it is too late.
This disorder can kill your personality.
I'm happy being schizoid, I just need a good job to do.
Programming, design, any job where you don't have to personally deal with retards, etc. Engineering fields might interest you.
Good question. There are also opportunities online, should you have the education. Many companies prefer to pay free lancers or home employees since they don't have to pay for a building; things like graphic design, website shit, possibly writing--definitely for free lancing but that's really competitive and variable profitable. One of these would be my ideal job, had I the skill.
'Personality' is just how you act in front of other people. Honestly, it really doesn't matter to misanthropes or schitzoids, or people whom simply don't enjoy the company of others.
>implying programmers and engineers don't have to deal with obnoxious mouth-breathing oxygen-thief drooling cockmongers every single day
It's a parody, but you get the idea. If you have a low tolerance for outrageous, stupid, brazen bullshit, tech is the wrong field for you.
So, basically as the title says. the Demon Azazel has come to me in my dreams twice. It scares me a little, but due to the fact that it happens while i'm going through "Sleep Paralysis", it makes me wonder.
A month before the first encounter, I was facinated by demons. I decided to look up pictures of a lot of them, and Azazel scared me the most. If i'm going through a scientific solution to this, it is that fact why he came to me while in sleep paralysis.
The first encounter was that it felt like I was in hell, fire was surrounding my bed, and I saw dancing shadows. Then I heard a screaming demonic voice coming towards me down my hall. right as it was about to burst though my door I regained control of my body and everythigns stopped.
The second encounter happend a year later, I was watching TV and I fell asleep because I didnt sleep well the night before. I "woke up" and found that the TV was off and I couldnt move. I saw my reflection on the TV, but standingnext to the couch I was sleeping on was Azazel. He just stood there, not moving. When I regained control of my body, the image dissapeared.
The thing is, I'M NOT JEWISH! This is why i'm thinking it's not some supernatural phenomenon. Why would a Jewish demon come to me in my sleep?
Because you read about it and looked up pictures, and had a fascination with it? And we usually interpret nightmares after we wake up, because without giving it a normal interpretation it doesn't make sense.
Pot's gettin' to ya, man.
Sleep Paralysis is a spiritual attack on humans from any non human entity that has the ability to contol your body, energy, and thoughts while you are in a state of sleep. Weather or not the opposing entity induces sleep depends on who it/they are attacking. During my attacks my energy is drained from me so severely that I believe I will not wake from the horrifying situation. Although the attacks startedwhen I was around two years old I never understood what was happening to me until I became fascinated with the occult enough to research the supernatural. Only recently have I studied sleep paralysis because I didn't know there was a name for what I've been suffering from. A few months. ago I saw who was doing this to me. During an attack I opened my eyes and looked to the left of my bed. I remember feeling so incredibly drained I wasn't sure if I could wake back up. The entity next to me was a completely black man sized figure. He began to speak to me immediately in a language mixed with english. I feel stupid telling you that I know what it was saying when it was speaking to me but now I think I blocked it out. I know after it spoke, (voice was like several hissy whispers simultaneously creating one sound) I said to it ' you're azazel ' then I was brought to the realization that he has been sucking my energy away from me since I was little. Azazel also told me he wanted all I had in me. I'm waking from a spiritual attack now and once again heard it. I don't known how much I have left for him to feed on.
>>4 quite the imagination you got there. Ever think about forming a cult? I'm sure that kind of shit would be right up your alley.
He is not a demon... If he comes to you its for a reason. Ask him and I bet he will show you. And make shore it is Azazel.
He has come to me twice over the past week, I have bad dreams every night, I don't talk about what happens, and never will. He won't tell
Me what he wants and I'm getting no sleep. He won't let me sleep, if anyone has answers to help please help. I'm sick of it
Answers? The only answer is, you're having bad dreams.
There are no such things as demons, or angels, or spirits, or magic. You're having bad dreams.
Has something bad or upsetting happened to you recently, that might cause you to have a lot of bad dreams?
I'm not a doctor, I'm not a shrink. If you have a regular physician you might want to speak to him and ask for a referral.
Name: Sean M. Kinnier
AKA: Sean Kinnier
Date of birth: 4th June 1984 [06/04/1986]
Ethnicity: Mixed race Hispanic/Caucasian
Address: 108 S William St Johnstown, New York 12095-2420
Offense Description: Sexual Intercourse
Promoting/Possessing Sexual Performance by a Child
Sexual Contact Deviate Sexual Intercourse
Relationship to victim: Stranger
Weapon used: No weapon used
Force used: Immediately and physically overpowered
Computer used: No