Boo fucking hoo. If you have the attitude of 'not caring what others think', why are you posting your journal-like story on here. I really don't think you care if others are in this situation. Every girl experiences something like this in their lives, (Guys too, probably.) why don't you discuss it with your friends and get opinions there? Surely 4-ch doesn't know, for we do not go to your highschool or are familiar with this wannabe gangster. Forget about it and continue to be happy with your life. Sympathy is made of do not want [to give.]