thanks, I think I will do that... I can't break up with my girlfriend tho. we have been together for 2 years, and it is too hard, and we still talk to each other every day. should I try to find another temporary girl? or would that ruin things between me and my girlfriend? I know she is hanging ouit with other gys, but she never says they are more than friends. I know she is a good girl. I just have nowhere to express my feelings. especially my constant "ya ri te" feelings! you know, always feeling I want to have sex... but I must be loyal to my girlfriend, right?