Hello everyone, thank you for your time to read this.

I'am a 19 years old, Male, College Student

When I was younger I could make friends really easily but being a army brat everytime I would move less friends with each move.

Since then I been interested in Anime, Video Games, and Manga. This has seem to make me have bad social skills. I stay in my house all day and only come out the house from time to time. There is really no one in my area thats the same age as me. I remember at one point I even had trouble ordering things at a fast food place because of how nervous I was.

I have trouble talking to women at first but once I take that first step I eventually get better but am still careful what I say and where I look. I usually look straight towards the wall just behind them when talking to them. Physical contact is even worse if they touch my arm or hand I would pull away very quickly and stare at the floor. I feel so pathetic when that happends.

I had a couple of friends that lived in my neighborhood but they have currently moved. Everytime one of my friends would meet up with another friend that I dont know when we are hanging out they both start to chat and he would introduce me to the person. I would try to get in the conversation by inputing something but its like other guy just doesnt see I'm there.

The two friends that moved now have gfs that are each others best friends leaving me left out the picture as all four of them go places with each other.

It seems like everything is just passing by me and that been doing nothing.

Please any help in how to change my self esteem for the better and getting my life going.

                    -D. Bacchus-