I used to live in apartment with very poor feng shui which lead to me having a very severe psychotic episode, loss of job, etc. I'm staying with family (another place with really poor qi =/) and am currently a month a half behind on my rent.

I'm scared to death of dealing with the property company that owns the place so as to back out of the current lease. I cannot afford to keep a place I am not able to live in (although I can pay up to current rent). What should I do? I'm worried dealing with the whole mess will trigger my psychotic symptoms again which just leads to this wonderful downward spiral of dread and general procrastination.