thanks guys..

>Why do you like young girls?

the thing is, i dont really know, they just attract me. i think i like certain qualities that younger girls are much more likely to have, both appearance but also their attitude to life.

>Yes , there are some chicks that look 15-16 and are 19. The porn industry is full of it

right.. exactly. they tend to be bitches even if they are not in porn. i am instead into wholesome good girls, who need to be protected from the cruel world.

i can find some women attractive too, but, younger girls of that certain type are just so much more lovable. i cant have a stable relationship because inevitably i will fall into love with a girl. probably because they still have dreams, one can only feel romantic towards slightly innocent beings. when they grow up, experiencing the real world somehow corrupts their innocence..

finally

>Will killing yourself make your life better? Probably not.

right but it is pointless trying to continue it like this. something needs to change.. as i am trying to find out why i like young girls, maybe its that i just dont like how society forms them, so a different more traditional culture might be the solution? but that still feels like running away from my problem instead of solving it.. which is weak..