Get a grip, go out and experience new things, until then you won't know if you really ARE yourself or if that's just the robotic mechanisms of society's mental implants speaking.

You know that you're a product of circumstances, things that happen around you, what society tells you, what other factors around you do to you.

So what have you done to take control of yourself, of your own existence? Ever made a choice? If not you might just be an automated process inside.