What's going on everyone? It is I, Ryuuchi.

So let's cut the crap with the FWP. It's been about three months and I haven't done anything in my life that's worth doing something.
After my last message and for those who have read the whole thread so far, you know what's going on then.

As of now, I am stayin at my half brother's place while my mother is staying at her co-worker's place so that she can work at her job. She's planning to get my sister out of the Philippines since my sister doesn't like to stay there anymore at all. I felt like it's my fault because I told my mother to come here to the U.S. and help me move out of my friend's place. I know I sound like I am hopeless or something crying out for my mom's help but there is no one else I turn to and to trust none other than my mother and my sister.
Anywho, she finally took the chance to fly over to the U.S. and helped me move out of my friend's place. The reason is, my friend seems to stop helping me out but that's ok. I don't blame him or anything. No hard feelings, right?
So on November 6th, I started staying at my half brother's place and the weeks staying over here is driving me crazy due to extreme boredom. I absolutely don't do anything much as I used to before. I just sleep most of the day, listen to my music, creating stories that I hope to finish and soon get it to have a chance to be published to the public for everyone to read, and watching boring shows and movies on whatever is on TV.
My friend's place was giving me a severe headache because of his three stepkids. I couldn't take anymore so I send messages to my mother to help me move out of my friend's place.

So the real problem is back to the question to where this thread started from the very beginning: What should I do in my life?

Well I've been doing a lot of thinking these past couple of weeks. I'm sick and tired eating my into life of doing nothing. I've had enough of doing things that's been repeated before or that is just wearing me down day by day.

One thing I've been thinking about is I might just join the military. I've heard of the Army having better benefits. Navy is a no-no. Air Force and Marines are my other options. I have plan to join once my mother, my sister, and I are reunited and finally settled to a place we're comfortable living in. I plan to join in the summer or as early as that season. I see that this might be the only option to work my way into a better life besides the roughness the people do in the military.

Right now, I'm waiting for the results of next week. My mother is getting my sister soon this coming week, around the first week of December. My mother and I are hoping things look up soon. Keep the positive vibe up, right? Anywho, in the mean time I'm here staying at half brother's place with extreme boredom and coldness I might add.