> I think you underestimate me...
I disagree. Considering you wrote all this:
> It's something about her that I can't describe in words. I sometimes have trouble breathing, because the thought of her suffocates me. If I can't perform to her expectations, I feel an iron noose churning at my throat. If another guy shows interest in her, im crushed. I avoided her so that I wouldn't destroy myself in torment for the one girl that makes me feel whole.
Now read >> 10 and explain how he underestimated you.
I was going to say something along the lines of what >>10 said, but it seems to me that you don't want advice.