First off, i'm not suicidal... or maybe I am. I dont know. But I want to know how many other people think like this...

I am so curious as to what Death is like. What is it like to be dead, what really happens when we die? People have faith that god will take them to heaven, or that they will be reincarnated, or that they will simply rot in the ground. At times, it really gets me curious as to what really happens when we die. at times, i've gotten to the point where I'm playing around with my pocket knife, and then it crosses my mind that if i were to plunge it into my heart I would find out instantly. But of course, I dont.
How many other people are really curious about death as I am?