Blah blah fucking blah. Life sucks, get used to it. You can't change the past, only your future. Don't act like a little self righteous bitch because you had it "bad". People have it worse, 1000 times worse. To be so self-centred that you want to hurt people because you had it rough is not only selfish, but retarded.

I used to be like you (but not fat). I hated the world because I was raped when I was a child. But you know what? You learn that it doesn't matter one bit. You can't control things out of your power.

Suck it up and deal with it OP. The wasted efforts it takes to hate people can be put into so much more. Do it.