So, I've given advice, but I don't know if I can't take my own advice or what but I'm asking for help. I know everyone is tired of pity parties that are thrown here, so I'll try not to have one. I just need a hug and to be told that everything will be alright. Maybe with that I'll have some decent sleep. Need some encouraging words for all the basic stuff, i.e. feeling alone, not acomplishing anything, bored, and you get the picture. Like I said I helped, now I'm asking.