what you need is to catch a flu, or some disease that makes you feel like crap and bed-ridden, but from which you heal without too much trouble. While you are sick in bed you would have time to think about all those cool things that you could be doing if you were not sick.

You are in a time of transition, so why not take the chance to do some of those things you thought would be good to do, but deferred to a later date? Why not try/read/meet different things/books/people? Make an effort to break out of the mould, and experiment a bit.