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Dude just learn to live with yourself. You are your own best friend, noone else is capable of completely understanding you so trying to get along with someone else wont be worth it. I'd say you should start and analyze yourself by checking how you feel about the last couple hours several times a day and then ask yourself why you feel like that. Not lying to yourself is key here, or if you are a really good liar you can try to to manipulate your brain into believing the truths you want but I think this will break appart someday so better do it right.