ever just wanna blow your brains out
usually i wanna blow other people's brains out
I wanna blow my pancreas out.
All the time. Then I think, it's not that I want to die either, I just want to not be alive. I wish I could play life like on spectator mode in an FPS.
sometimes I think about touching chunks of blown apart brains
That infographic that went around about killing yourself with cyanide
"tell them you need to clean a watch"