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How are you doing ?
Are you in a state of "hikikomori" ?
Do you usually stay home all day long everyday ?

> Are you unhappy ?

With my English ability,it's very tough to explain exactly what I want to say. But I'll give it a try,because I wanna be your friend. well,only on the internet though.lol.
Of course,I feel unhappy.But objectively speaking,may be I'm not unhappy.
We Japanese have a proverb says 禍福は糾える縄の如し（kafukuwa azanaeru nawano gotosi ）,which means both happyness and unhappyness are each different aspect of one thing.
I think it's a little bit different meaning from the original. lol
Probably I failed to explain because of my poor English.
Since I have no friends,I've been feeling loneliness during
whole my life.from the standpoint,I'm surely unhappy.I've got
something important in my life instead.I've had a lot of time to read books such as philosophy and a lot of time to study English,so that I could met you here on the internet.
Don't you think it's a good thing ? Thank you for your reading.
see you next time.