Since I came home from college I have been depressed, lonely; I have no job, no money, no life. I can probably count on both hands how many times I've been out (for recreation). I don't like hanging out with the same friends all the time and nearly all of them don't want to just chill. They want to go out, which requires money. We only have one car, so I have to get a job nearby if I want to make some cash, and I live in suburbia. There aren't many places of employment near my house, and I'll need money to get my career started too, commuting to Manhattan is expensive. My modes of escape include video games, the net, movies, TV, and of course...sleep.

On top of this, I live with a compulsive hoarder, so the environment literally sucks the life out of me. It's very hard to get motivated to do anything.