I went through something similar a few years ago. While living in Japan I was prescribed trazadone, xanax and ambien for my severe anxiety. I was taking loads of all three every day for over 2 years. My doctor was like 80 years old and once told me to just drink more beer to calm down, not even kidding.

Anyway, after years of benzos, alcohol and cigarettes I moved back to the States and I was forced to abruptly quit all three. I ended up in an ER where the doctor gave me 2 librium pills and it eased the withdrawals enough to somewhat function.

The rebound anxiety and panic attacks were severe, and I was on the brink of suicide. Until someone introduced me to Kratom. Kratom helped me live a happy, normal life for about a year and now I've tapered off and living a sober, panic free life.